Current mood:

disappointed

ASAR
I just attended the la vida rehearsals a while ago and oh my gosh it was so frustrating for me argh

I remember that one of my goals before was to eliminate my fear of talking in front of people that is why I joined TA but geez its been almost a year now since I joined but still my stage fright remains to be the victor. I guess it will take me uhm years before I conquer this particular fear. . . I just hope that it happens before I graduate ^_^

Hay I dont understand why I get so nervous when talking in front of people. If you guys notice what happens is my hands and knees shake involuntarily then I aquire a temporary fever(try touching my forehead or neck after speaking in front of a crowd and ull feel how hot i am haha ^_^)Also when i speak i stutter ALOT and because of this I dont get to say things as i wouldve like them to be heard thus chaka even if i practice beforehand. But could be worse i use to feel all these in normal conversations well i still stammer if youve notice but at least not that frequent unlike before.

"Angst: Shemai naman putek pati ba naman sa reading ganun din nafifeel ko putek ano ba toh oh well haha now u guys know kung bakit acting ang last na pinili ko dun sa trainee ewan ewan argh. Im hopeless"

Well as of now this has been my greatest fear oh well im not introvert for nothing ^_~